Monday, October 24, 2016

Fighting for Fighter Shirts!

It was another great year for the Boise, Idaho Light the Night walk for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. Along with my friends and family, Dancing My Way Through Leukemia raised $2250, and our little city of Boise is close to $275,000 to donate to blood cancers research and support!!

The night was a huge success and I could not be prouder of the Boise Chapter, of the LLS. They work long and hard for those of us fighting blood cancers, and go above and beyond the call of duty.
Several years ago, I wrote a post about feeling uncomfortable and unsure about the representation of the shirts that we are all given to commemorate the Light the Night Walk. There were three choices, In Memory, Supporter or Survivor; I felt that there should be another category; Fighter.

I found in wearing a "Survivor" shirt, that I was approached by many other survivors; they wanted to know when I finished treatment, and what type of blood cancer I had. I became weary having to explain that I had a chronic type of leukemia, and that I would be undergoing treatment for the rest of my life.

So, I got to thinking; I figured that I was not the only person still fighting the good fight. There were many patients that were still undergoing chemotherapy, radiation and in the throes of bone marrow transplants. Yes, we are all technically "surviving", however, we are still fighting, every single moment, of every single day.

I felt that those of us that have yet to ring the "Cancer Free" bell, would be better served with a shirt that said "Fighter" on the back; in hopes to some day be cancer free and graduate to the "Survivor" status.

I know that many people undergoing treatment may consider themselves "survivors" and I do feel as though I AM a survivor, per se, but in this arena, I feel that the differentiation between "Fighter" and "Survivor" is valid and important.

Differentiating between "Survivors" and "Fighters" is a visual aid that shows all of the people participating in the Light the Night walk, clearly how many people are currently in treatment, and how many survivors, their efforts have saved.

It allows those of us, who are undergoing treatment, to commiserate with one other, and clearly shows who we can congratulate on their success in beating blood cancer. It stops those of us, still in treatment,  from having to explain that we don't have an "end"date...yet, and gives us a boost in the belief department, that we are warriors.

Fortunately for me, our Boise LLS office stepped up to the plate and printed Survivor/Fighter shirts; which is not exactly what I want, although if they had Survivor/Fighter shirts AND shirts with just Survivor, I think that would be AWESOME!!

That was last year; fast forward one year.....

I was told that the "head office" of the LLS gave the Boise office a little bit of grief over adding "Fighter" to our shirts. But in grand Boise fashion, our office stood up for the Fighters of Blood Cancer and did not back down; they had Survivor/Fighter shirts printed. The National LLS office feels as though  all of the shirts should be the same, and that there should be unity across the board.
SO, the Boise Chapter of the LLS is standing by me, and all of the blood cancer patients, still in treatment, and we are going to push to make "Fighter" shirts available for ALL chapters, in all cities and states, that hold a Light the Night Walk!

How awesome is that??

We are doing our part, and I would love the help from all of you. If there is enough interest and enough comments, I will put together a petition that we can submit to the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society to push for next years Light the Night Walk, shirts; Fighter AND Survivor!

Thursday, October 13, 2016

Light the Night 2016; My Gratitude

Light the Night 2016 was a HUGE success! The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society in Boise is AMAZING! I believe that when all is said and done, the Boise chapter will have raised over $300,000 for Leukemia and Lymphoma research and support.

Thank you to all of my friends and family, that donated to this worthy cause; this year, we raised $2250, a personal record! Pestering and bugging friends and family for donations is not high on my "fun things" to do list, so I appreciate you all for putting up with, and supporting me during the month of September, which happens to be the month before the Light the Night Walk and Blood Cancer Awareness month.

Blood Cancers certainly do not receive the attention that Breast Cancer receives, but with your continued support and encouragement we are getting there!

Approximately every 3 minutes one person in the United States (US) is diagnosed with a blood cancer.

Approximately every 9 minutes, someone in the US dies from a blood cancer. This statistic represents approximately 160 people each day or more than six people every hour.

With help from people like you, research is getting closer and closer to a cure for blood cancers.
I have lived with CML (chronic mylogenous leukemia), for 5 1/2 years, and I know far more about blood cancers than I would have ever dreamt. CML appears to be one of those "fluky" cancers that just "happens".

Some people consider it a "good" cancer, personally, I do not consider any cancer "good", but I am grateful that research and treatment has gifted me with 5 1/2 years of life, after diagnosis.
Knowing that I will have cancer for the rest of my life, or until a cure is found, can be daunting. I treat my cancer every day and tests are run every three months to monitor disease progression or stability. Over the years, I have accepted this new way of life.

Whether or not I will ever fully adjust to the changes in my bod,y caused by my treatment,  I don't know; but I am trying!

I think the most difficult aspect of living with a chronic cancer, are the side effects that occur from treatment. They change without warning and often correlate directly to specific lot numbers of the drug that those of us, with CML, ingest.

CML fighters never know what is in store from day to day. We deal with musculoskeletal, bone, joint and nerve pain, major fatigue, pleural effusion, flu-like symptoms, headaches, blurred vision and the list goes on and on, on a daily basis. It is sort of like a grab bag; you never know what you are going to get.

But this is the price we pay; we pay this price daily in hopes of a cure. A cure that will allow us to pick up where we left off, prior to being diagnosed with cancer. Of course we all know that there will likely be consequences to many years of taking a toxic drug, but it is a price worth paying.

So, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for supporting me and the LLS, in our Light the Night Walk; with every single penny, we are one step closer to a cure!

Saturday, September 10, 2016

Light the Night 2016

Our Most Awesome, Alisha!!!!  Boise, LLS Revenue Director
It is hard to believe that I have had cancer for five years and seven months! How crazy is that?? Looking back at my journey brings so many mixed emotions; gratitude being at the top of the list. I have been blessed by so many, and I am so grateful to still be alive!

For the past two years I have participated in the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society's Light the Night Walk. This organization has helped to save thousands of lives and with help from donations, from people like you, I pray that some day, there will be a cure for my type of cancer; chronic mylogenous leukemia.

Living with cancer is arduos. It is unpredictable and weary making. That being said, life is a gift, and so worth living. I prefer to do my very best in ignoring the fact that I have cancer; I push through the fatigue, attempt to ignore the nausea, nerve, bone and muscle pain, and dance to the best of my ability, despite the struggle to breathe.

I find that laughter and optimism help to mask the difficulties, and spending time with friends and family, make every single day worth the effort.

I hope and pray that some day there will be a cure and that CML will lose its' "C", somewhere along the way; you see, the "C" stands for chronic, meaning  persisting for a long time or constantly recurring.

With help from you, the LLS and researchers across the globe, I believe that I will live to see a cure for chronic mylogenous leukemia, and that some day, I will be able to breathe and dance without the limitations that are currently a part of my every day life.

I thank you with every fiber of my being for your support; both monetary and emotional. I would love to have you join me and Joe, on our Light the Night walk on Oct. 6th, 2016.

This year the festivities will be held on the Blue Field at BSU!!! We had the pleasure of meeting a few of the football players and Associate Althletic Director, Brad Larrondo who have joined the LLS in our fundraising efforts, at our Kick-Off party, a few weeks ago.

Brad's committment to our Light the Night fundraiser is commendable, and the festivities are certainly going to be a night to remember! I mean come on, who gets to walk on the blue field???

We DO!!!

Hope to see you there!

Thank you in advance for your donation,

Bricks for the Brave!!